tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41720159605531216452024-03-18T19:51:19.829-07:00Neon|njunI am.
I am.
I am.Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.comBlogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-85259791702744927852015-11-04T07:02:00.000-08:002015-11-04T07:02:01.264-08:00There are a lot of reasons I can come up with as to why I have not been active on my blog. By active I mean I have not consistently posted in years. I could say that I have been writing but haven't felt the need to post it online, but that is only partially true. I haven't written consistently, everyday or at least once a week, in over 4 years. I was on fire at one point, a girl on fire, one who set herself aflame. Burned too bright I had nothing left to give. Flew too close to the sun. Whatever the reason is, that pattern ends now. I am a writer. Good morning. I really hope that if you are reading this, this is not my first post you read. Might I recommend reading from the very beginning.Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-46560397112680865232014-08-22T20:11:00.000-07:002014-08-22T20:20:13.037-07:00sinking ships (ode to fellow nymphos)<div style="text-align: left;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">anger and desire</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">now i walk in heaven</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">now i walk in hell</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">this bed we made if just for shade</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i am the crab sans home</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">the angered silver spoon</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i lost my cause put game on pause</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">hater of mankind</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">sooner that weer there</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">see the sound my lovely mound</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">under your dark glare</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i breathe, you shake, i shiver</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">your hard under my hold</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">your hands they drift my shirt you lift</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">your fingertips are cold</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">im agile when you hold me</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">your grasp i cant evade</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">wet desire old thoughts transpire</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">your moans a serenade</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">we wake in early morning</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">the sun has yet to rise</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">wake with my tongue your heat it sprung</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">last night we soon reprise</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">you say i wore you out</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">my knees are burning from your yearning</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">push up against my back</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">now you rise with lusting eyes</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i take what you unpack</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">these letters my impression</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i write solely for you</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">hang them high dont say goodbye</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">i know you want me too</span></div>
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Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-41999962770527058902014-08-22T20:09:00.001-07:002014-08-22T20:09:45.775-07:00letters from my mom in rehab<div style="text-align: right;">
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">you think nobody sees you b</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">ut I see you ma'</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">lickin your gums like you've broken the
law</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">you think you're so funny when you sit and you stare</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but my god the pain to know nobody's there.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I'm glad you're alive.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Not sure what that means.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">They said you have written me</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">from your gas chamber fiends.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">it's a means to an end</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">this cutting you out</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">oh no i don't hate you</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but with my love there is doubt</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">you should have gone farther</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">smashed yr head in a door</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i hear yr 'so sorries'</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but im so fucking bored</span></div>
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Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-91158804658295226762012-05-26T22:04:00.000-07:002014-08-21T22:05:49.700-07:00Jazzy<div style="text-align: right;">
i have a friend named tommy</div>
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shes a blood banger too</div>
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friends that are fiends and lovers who coo</div>
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she makes sad men smile</div>
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and all worth the while</div>
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we pay her dimes</div>
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i dont know where she is half the time but i love er</div>
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that girl that girl of mines like no other</div>
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this tunes not a tune unless you pay up</div>
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she dont mess around fuck around roll around LOVE</div>
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i have a friend named metho</div>
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he parties all night</div>
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complains about morning, hot stars that shed light</div>
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he makes his friends smile</div>
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but only for a while</div>
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cus sometimes he just gotta run</div>
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i dont know where he is most the time god i miss em</div>
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that boy that boy of mines like a piston</div>
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this tunes not a tune unless you pay up</div>
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he dont mess around fuck around roll around LOVE</div>
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i have a friend name D-ick</div>
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he sticks to his guns</div>
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calls insults debates, animated reruns</div>
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he makes sad me smile</div>
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he shows up to his trials</div>
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but sometimes he just wants to sleep in</div>
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i dont know where he is where hes not but hes golden</div>
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the sun only shines in the sky cus he told em</div>
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this tunes not a tune unless you pay up</div>
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he dont mess around fuck around roll around LOVE</div>
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i have a friend named J-arra</div>
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hes chasin a dream</div>
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acid made mountains and shroom composed streams</div>
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he makes red heads smile</div>
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while they stare at the tile</div>
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but many times he just walks away</div>
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i dont know where he is weekend nights but hes livin</div>
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rappers and hipsters beware of this villain</div>
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this tunes not a tune unless you pay up</div>
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he dont mess around fuck around roll around LOVE</div>
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Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-48234373282863796482011-08-14T15:20:00.000-07:002011-08-14T15:20:56.704-07:00Just Aaas If<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">congegrate</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">towards me, my love</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">hear my words;</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">below/above</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">insist upon me</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">aguish please</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">I'll bring you down,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">down to yr knees</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">feel my heat:</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">my angry light,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">my heaven-weathered,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">livid bite!</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">yr hands bleed blue,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">my heart bleeds black.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">yr loot of angels</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">travel back:</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">back in time</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">when things just were,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">rather than</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">a dizzy blur.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">dizzy, lovely,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">take my hand</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"></span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">insist that you still</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">understand</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;"></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">man oh man.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">luv yr man.</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">he'll leave u soon,</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;">( )</span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">that was his plan.</span></div></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-12703144076028342682011-08-07T13:55:00.000-07:002011-08-13T18:22:23.670-07:00Named After a Blues Singer<br />
<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I am getting rid of a year long head ache.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I'm kicking you out.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You shouldn't be worried or scared, just feel nothin'.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Cus I've got yr back, a knife still intact.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You feel for the switch in the dark.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You can't find i(t).</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I'll help you dear, move yr head have no fear.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I haven't got time like I used to.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I realized last night, in my decadent high.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">(My stoney perception, made clear by two tabs.)</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">That nobody is worth knowing, because no one wants to know me.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">And you were a waste of my time.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I am beyond this world, old friend.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I am better than anything you have ever known,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">so when you see me you feel uneasy.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">It's understandable.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">But your lack of knowledge, be courteous,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">or just plain ignorance</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">has nearly walked me off a cliff.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I was blind, but now I see very clearly.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">The clouds have parted.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">And I can't stand you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't need you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't need you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I looked so hard for love</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and all fate brought me was heartbreak.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">So now I seek heartbreak,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">not in hopes of finding love necessarily.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't seek anything in particualr.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I just want to learn things.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Culture, art, music, life.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Things that matter.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">It makes me sick that nobody seems as open as I.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">They'd rather idly sit in front of an electrical box</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and watch unattainable riches and plots</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">play out before them.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">That isn't real.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I am real.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">If you don't want me,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">then you are a fool.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Beyond that.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You live in a fantasy,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">of mass-made appeal.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You are losing in a game you weren't aware you were playing.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I have no hopes for you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I cannot help you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You are completely</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">out of touch.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Reality is not for losers.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Apparently.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I feel bad for you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">My pathetic little friend.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I will live forever,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">my legend will be passed down.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">People will talk about me,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">an angel beyond her time.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">People will adore me someday.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">People may adore you today,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but those people will die.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">As will you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You won't live on.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I will live through my art,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">my writing, my prose and my pictures.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Once your body decays, your cells will move on and create something new elsewhere.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Whereas, I will regenerate</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">but also be ressurected in many forms.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Children will read my poems out loud in classrooms;</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and young, lonely, weird girls will cry in empathy.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">My cries won't go unheard for long.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I will live on.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You will die.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You will end.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Leave me alone.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't need sleep,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">do not pretend like you know what I need.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I need to forget you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I have no right to miss you.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">We are nothing, there is no "we".</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">So don't coming running back to me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">when things don't work out elsewhere.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">When we part that is it.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't say I am sweet.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">It kills me when you say things like that.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I don't understand our relationship.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't confide in me.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Stop telling me your secrets, stop knowing I won't re-tell them.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You don't deserve to know me.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't act like you do.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">All you bring me is heartbreak.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">LEAVE.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I am so stoned.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't pretend you know me.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't ask so naiively why my pupils are dialated.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't assume I have a problem.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't tap dance around me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and not try to hurt me.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">You fake so well.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Don't you Cole.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-52736565107043774582010-11-17T18:17:00.000-08:002010-11-17T18:18:24.275-08:00<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">and in the grand tradition</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">there was but one defect</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr husband keeping company with british derelict</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">she called herself the captain</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">a voyage we endured</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">but every solemn whisper was as she assured</span></span></span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">to hide and be discovered</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">in such a time of need</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">is such a pain that when recalled provides a worthy plead</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">for holding such a temper</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">so well and so without</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">can leave a burn on memory, so bad and without doubt.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" data-ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="font-weight: normal; text-align: right;"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" data-ft="{"type":"name"}"> </span><span style="color: #444444; font-size: small; font-weight: normal;"><span class="UIStory_Message" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">hide in broken corners, sleep in unmarked graves, </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-size: small;"><span class="UIStory_Message" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
tell tall tales of oceans; imaginary waves</span></span></h3>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-5426055315673975922010-09-11T16:06:00.000-07:002010-09-11T16:06:43.470-07:00Your Brother, Your Lamb<div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">i love yr fucking anger</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr rhythm and yr style</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr talentless, immobile bliss</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">i'll make it worth yr while</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">my hunger and my youth</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">for lust and worthless men</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">makes me, breaks me, then it wakes me</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">time and time again</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">i wake in empty beds</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">u sleep in empty streets</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr mother, lover just discovered</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">the ever fuckd elites</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">im craving endless sound;</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">in and out these waves.</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">my view askew, im sure u knew</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">how/why he acts/behaves</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">my temper has a number</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr lucid as a germ</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">yr time my dear, i fear, u fear</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">will flee if u hold firm</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">so dont u shun my fate</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">my ever-present wrath</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">preferred unheard that dirty word</span></span><br style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">i fucked on yr behalf</span></span></div></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-48586944117203889472010-09-09T09:31:00.000-07:002010-09-09T09:31:28.072-07:004:30<div class="body" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">born to distant cousins<br />
born to run and run<br />
born at 4:30<br />
born already undone</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">born forever boring<br />
born forever more<br />
born to die a lonely death<br />
born to be a whore</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">born already addicted<br />
born to be yr light<br />
born to put out fires<br />
born to reignite</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">born to tell you stories<br />
born unto the dark<br />
born to be a monthly check<br />
born to lack that spark</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">born to be unhealthy<br />
born just to slip by<br />
born to be a waste of time<br />
born just to die.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-51251474240904779182010-09-09T09:30:00.001-07:002010-09-09T09:30:22.622-07:00relapse perhaps<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div class="body" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">time to<br />
TICK<br />
time to<br />
TOCK<br />
knees bent<br />
rug burn<br />
lovely<br />
****</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
angel;<br />
chime<br />
she’s so<br />
sublime<br />
make her taste tha rain</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">baby<br />
<strike>snaps</strike><br />
yr mom:<br />
<i>relapse</i><br />
she drives yr shit insane</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
i sleep urround<br />
dont give a fuk<br />
make me feel her pain</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">love er taste er<br />
makes me miss er<br />
yr so goddamn humane</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-92097704719029305452010-08-31T20:46:00.000-07:002010-08-31T20:46:30.810-07:00Sangre<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> rangER dangER<br />
full of sin;<br />
filled with angER:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">deep within </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> hate yr makER<br />
make her lose<br />
ennd the life</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> u didnt choose. </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> comb her hair<br />
make her pretty<br />
make her think</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> u (t)hink yr witty </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> she didnt know<br />
she didnt see<br />
beneath her clothes</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> third DEgree </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> she was tamed<br />
built to last<br />
severed veins</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> from sharp, cut glass </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> hide yr love<br />
mark her dead<br />
cut her like</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> ud cut loose thread </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> hide yr arms<br />
yr sullen wrist<br />
“how” they ask</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> a scratch: insist. </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> watch that shadow<br />
watch it dance<br />
boiling blood</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> yr in a trance </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> now u sing<br />
and now u soothe<br />
now u watch</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> her every move </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> she dies for u<br />
she dies for me<br />
she dies for who</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> she couldnt be </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> IM DEAD IM DEAD<br />
SHE SAID SHE SAID<br />
IM DEAD IM DEAD IM DEAD </span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-48874958321187604132010-08-14T09:06:00.000-07:002010-08-14T09:06:34.197-07:00bagel<span style="font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">mommy’s m-a-d at me again<br />
“o captain! my captain!”<br />
what a sin</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">kill the martyred 6-6 swine<br />
impale the angel<br />
killing time</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">she aint worth my precious time<br />
the perfect shot, the perfect crim.e<br />
listen to the wayward chime<br />
holly rollers paid off in dime</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">mommy loved me<br />
suzeeee said<br />
fed me vitamins in bed</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">loved me so much<br />
she had to die<br />
couldn’t stand to see me cry</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">push me forward when we walk<br />
mock me when i try to talk<br />
use me as yr alram clock<br />
plug me in: electric shock.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-25024646699834299592010-08-07T20:23:00.000-07:002010-08-07T20:23:00.411-07:00scheme of things<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">i thought i once was worthless</span></span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> but now im not so sure<br />
yr heavy burdens, well-equipped, will someday be a cure.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">for all of my humanity<br />
my lack of self esteem<br />
u will be my nightmare, while i’ll be yr wet dream.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">hunger over-rides u<br />
yr love for filth and scandal<br />
will admit but dont forget to light yr roman candle</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">im down here on my knees<br />
while yr up there in the sky<br />
u love it when i say to u, u taste like apple pie.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">my danger has unearthed u<br />
u cannot lose that grin<br />
we both agree that we r free to choose this mortal sin</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">dont tell me that u love me<br />
dont wanna hear u lie<br />
pull my hair, i dont care, u fuck just like a guy</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-71456322800285935252010-08-07T20:20:00.000-07:002010-08-07T20:20:48.256-07:00adieu adieu<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div class="copy" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">glitter<br />
sparkle<br />
hearts she said</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">bullshit, bullshit, interbred</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">lipstick<br />
powder<br />
glossy shine</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">steal her soul and make it mine</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">sleepless<br />
long nights<br />
world on fire</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">momma loves you; LIAR LIAR</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">white tips<br />
pink lips<br />
open legs</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">aint got no money, so shall she beg</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">heartless<br />
black soul<br />
that is me</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">i live my life like a crime spree</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">empty<br />
shallow<br />
that is you</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">pull the trigger, adieu adieu.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-23274557660161892912010-08-07T20:19:00.001-07:002010-08-07T20:19:15.818-07:00human stain<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div class="copy" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i was born to feel yr pain<br />
nicknamed the human stain<br />
i am a whore<br />
no more no more<br />
i drove myself insane</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">pain is beneath my nails<br />
i float with wholly sails<br />
im half a whole<br />
i lack a soul<br />
forget what life entails</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-15286899590710201942010-08-07T20:18:00.000-07:002010-08-07T20:18:34.809-07:00paper girl<div class="copy" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">this is where I live.<br />
this little paper world<br />
hold me nightly, out of spite please,</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">yr little paper girl</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">this is who i am<br />
yr mother will assume<br />
yr ancient victories will unfold</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">and tie u to yr tomb</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">but who am i u say<br />
without that pretty face<br />
prepare yrself for war</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">i live for yr embrace</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-90747045049988556212010-06-15T17:30:00.000-07:002010-06-15T17:30:27.945-07:00narcissus<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u make me fucking sick</span></div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">with all yr pleas and please</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">forget me when i leave, alone with yr disease</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">…</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">begging is for losers</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">yr such a fucking slut</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">yr worries will enfold u, u gotta lose that strut</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">…</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">hang in there kid, so they say</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u know they’re full of shit</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">they pant and plead, they’re full of greed; a disease they can transmit.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">…</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">anger’s filled my empty cup</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">they say i live for death</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">my momma cant sit still they say, result of too much meth.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-75955424669343732332010-06-15T17:29:00.001-07:002010-06-15T17:29:03.872-07:00guy not a man<div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">beat me down</span></div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">cus im young</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u say i dont know shit</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">..</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">fuck u man</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u dont understand</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">my feelings r legit</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">..</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i’ll claw my way</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">to the top</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">to buildings in the sky</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">..</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">hear my beats</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">step out of time</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u fuck just like a guy.</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-54384624403428922842010-06-11T19:21:00.000-07:002010-06-11T19:21:53.137-07:00undulating love<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">fevered bellies</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">anger ridden</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">tame the maker</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">make her hidden</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">please your mother</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sin the sinner</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">make the lover</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">make him dinner</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Write yr memories in the sand,</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Let them wash away.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Forever lost in the sea.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Here leaves the sight of day.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Watch her walk into the dark.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Hear her voice so faint.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">She can do no wrong you say;</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">You call your love a saint</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">You wake to her in the dark,</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Can't see her but you know;</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Her smell: her scent, the love you lent</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Will never leave your glow.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">You seem to light the path</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Back home and to your heart.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Refuse to think of an end:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">An un-earthly work of art.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"> </div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-68767224944868745912010-06-08T19:31:00.000-07:002010-06-08T19:31:07.853-07:00theft<span style="font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i have:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">nothing to hide from now</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">nothing to see but foul:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">sights and sensations,</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">new revelations</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am fondly contagious but how</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">energetic and pleasing at best</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">but those who know me detest</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">see me and run</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">for i will give none</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">save breathing for when I'm at rest</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> i have:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">anger and spite deep within</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">the only constant is my steady sin</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">when i am without</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i feel pain and then doubt</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i love nothing not even my kin</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i cry:</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">and barely can catch my breath</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">can't stop thinking of untimely death</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">stand back and see</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">my life is not only ME</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">call me a robber; it's theft.</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"> </div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-24123038765020897852010-06-04T22:13:00.001-07:002010-06-04T22:13:21.122-07:00to the bone<div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">dust yr feet off, clear the earth</span></div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">time to see yr woven worth</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">yr harried mind and fragile hands</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">lead me to misunderstand:</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the pell i am the grant</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the tree, the hole, the ant</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the moon, the sun, the stars</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the earth, venus, mars</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the words, the pen, the ink</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the plate, the kitchen sink</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am my nails, my dirty nails</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the bugs, the slugs the snails</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the ground, the dirt, the clay</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am a child’s grin, dismay</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the mother and the dad</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">make me good for i am bad</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-42307085669860593142010-06-04T19:56:00.001-07:002011-03-02T20:29:06.336-08:00huddle and pray<div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">huddle beneath the earth</span> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>the earth</b></span></div><div style="color: #444444;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> i fell so damn pristine</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">ode to the sight of the sky</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b>the sky</b></span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> i am a mean machine</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">u missed my mouth</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">my ever moving, changing glance</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u missed yr move</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">yr only chance</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">i feel nothing</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i feel it all</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">some days short</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">but most days tall</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">i am the soil</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">beneath my nails</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am just bones</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">i am so frail</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">eager yet</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">disengaged</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">powdered nose</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">feathered rage</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">if this is how I’m sposed to be</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">count me out</span></div><div style="color: #444444; text-align: right;"></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strike><i>one, two, three</i></strike></span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-76470056026999069962010-06-04T19:55:00.001-07:002010-06-04T19:55:43.807-07:00dust<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"></span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">devil</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">leathered</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">primal</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">bitten</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">take me</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">break me</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">make me</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">smitten</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">love adorned</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">heavy thorned</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">u sure wear that crown well</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">un-announced</span></div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">ready, pounce.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">lies: the stories u tel</span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-14444799804472662742010-05-27T20:33:00.000-07:002014-08-21T21:03:41.365-07:00heavens<div style="text-align: right;">
smart and saddened</div>
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taste of matted</div>
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temper tantrum plus</div>
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angels: heaven</div>
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half passed seven</div>
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time to sit, discuss</div>
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meek but wild</div>
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worthless child</div>
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simple: sit and stare</div>
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make me, break me</div>
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please <span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% yellow;">dont</span> take me</div>
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<span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% yellow;">jesus</span> just <span class="goog-spellcheck-word" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% yellow;">dont</span> care</div>
Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4172015960553121645.post-64957081426515184992010-05-16T16:03:00.000-07:002010-05-16T16:03:05.076-07:00everything is relative<span style="color: #444444; font-size: x-small;"></span><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>i am:</strong></span></div><div> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>the scene in yr eyes</em></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strike>the danger beneath untold ties</strike></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em><strong>the air in yr fair skinned paler than ale in</strong></em></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><em>everything is relative: LIES</em></span></div>Brandy Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15219967123117383075noreply@blogger.com0